About SensitiveBeing

About SensitiveBeing

SensitiveBeing is a lived-experience resource exploring spiritual emergency, psychosis and recovery.

Through its articles, resources and personal narratives, it seeks to:

  • To support individuals navigating spiritual crisis, psychosis and other non-ordinary experiences.
  • To support family members, carers and others seeking to understand and respond to these experiences compassionately and effectively.
  • To provide practical guidance that supports people in establishing recovery journeys and moving towards long-term integration.
  • To broaden conversations about mental health through lived experience, encouraging a richer understanding of human distress, healing and transformation.
  • To explore alternative perspectives on spiritual crisis and psychosis while maintaining a commitment to safety, personal responsibility and respectful dialogue.
  • To contribute to the ongoing evolution of how society understands and responds to emotional distress, spiritual crisis and psychosis.

Core Principles

The following core principles have evolved from reflections on my lived experience and the recovery journey that followed.

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  • There is something positive and resourced at the heart of human beings, even when it has become hidden beneath suffering or difficult experiences.
  • Emotional distress, spiritual crisis and other challenges can become invitations to a journey of growth, healing and transformation.
  • Non-ordinary experiences and psychosis can often be mindfully navigated with understanding, skill and appropriate support.
  • Non-ordinary experiences may contain important personal, emotional or spiritual themes that deserve attention rather than dismissal.
  • Recovery, integration and a fulfilling life remain possible, even after profound emotional, psychological or spiritual difficulties.
  • Connection, meaning and self-understanding play an important role in recovery and wellbeing.
  • Safety, personal responsibility and compassion for ourselves and others remain important throughout the journey.
Anthony

About Anthony

My name is Anthony Fidler.

I am a graduate of Cambridge University, a Tai Chi teacher, mindfulness teacher and Sei-Ki practitioner and teacher.

At the age of twenty-nine, I experienced an overwhelming crisis that led to psychiatric hospitalisation and a diagnosis of psychosis.

Over the following decade, I continued to encounter non-ordinary states of consciousness, gradually learning to understand and navigate them through the lens of spiritual crisis.

I experienced many of the phenomena commonly associated with psychosis and spiritual crisis, including profound alterations in perception, overwhelming emotional states, experiences of unity, voices, paranoia and periods where it became difficult to distinguish inner and outer reality.

Through mindfulness, embodied practices, support from others and a long process of reflection and integration, these experiences gradually stabilised. Today I live a happy and fulfilling life.

For the past several years I have been sharing these ideas and experiences through writing, talks, workshops and one-to-one support with experiencers, family members, clinicians and others interested in spiritual crisis, psychosis and recovery. My work has been shared in Switzerland, Brazil, Luxembourg and the UK.

I sincerely hope SensitiveBeing can play a role in helping society evolve the way it understands and responds to emotional distress, trauma, spiritual crisis and other non-ordinary experiences.

You can also explore my detailed CV and an interview with Jules Evans, Unlocking the Positives in Spiritual Psychosis .

Related Websites

Easternpeace

Zen Mindfulness, Tai Chi and Qi Gong - Visit www.easternpeace.com

HeartTouch

Mindfulness and compassion-based embodied wellbeing practice - Visit www.heart-touch.org

China Tai Chi Guide

Helping Western students connect with Tai Chi teachers in China since 2005 - Visit www.china-taichi-guide.com

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The resources collected here are offered as maps rather than answers, practical guides for people seeking to understand unusual experiences, support loved ones and find their own path towards recovery and integration.

Featured Resources:

Resources for Navigating Spiritual Psychosis


Featured Narratives:

Peaceful Reflections on the Past from 'One Who Got Away'


Featured Essays:

A Letter to the Psychiatric Profession from One Who 'Got Away'


Featured Articles:

Reflections on identity from the perspective of non-ordinary experience.


Reflections on the 'here and now' from the perspective of non-ordinary experience.